Unarticulatable

Words do not work in my favor
(particularly the spoken variety).
Blunt. Inaccurate. Cheapening to that which is meant, considered, felt.
How self-righteous could I be to think I could properly articulate that which is barely whispered?
This tangled, confusing, bundle of life
it does not fit into the rules of grammar, syntax, noun, verb. All I can do is apologize.

These things, they do not fit into words.